Did i do the right thing??How can i just move on and stop and being depressed and hurt?

was with my boyfriend for only 3 months but we really fell in love fast, he took me to the nicest places on dates, always bought me flowers, and even talked about having a baby together some day, (Im divorced and have 2 children) He would talk about me and my boys moving in with him and being a family.Just this weekend I was at his house and I was looking for a notebook to write some stuff down, and i noticed he had a list of stuff.. (I later learned it was his AA journal) the list said MY FEARS and 3rd on the list he had written i fear of being gay, and he wrote how he would always wanna be around the guys all the girls liked, and at the end he wrote so what if i am..I told him i read it and confronted him and he freaked out saying when he wrote gay he meant weak, i totally think thats a lie! and i broke up with him, ive ignored all his calls n txts and its killing me!! i need to snap out of this depression,any ideas PLEASE HLP!

How soon do I go see an OBGYN?

Just make an appointment with an ob. The first time they will give you a preggo test just to confirm then give you a vaginal sonogram and give you pictures of the baby which will be the size of a gummy bear lol and check height and weight and probably vitals.

I'm giving up on my life?

I'm 16, I've been in hospital since February. I've been diagnosed with serious depression, and major anxiety. Pretty much my mind tells me EVERYONE hates me, or talks behind my back, even my friends, people i don't know, everyone. It's horrible. To feel like people hate you. I think people hate me because i'm not manly enough or I'm not perfect in their eyes. I'm constantly focusing on my appearance and body image (I'm a guy). And I have to check the mirror EVERY 10 MINUTES and it makes me feel ****. I can't change the way my mind thinks. It's been a massive build up of depression and anxiety for about 4 years and I only told people in February. But it's been going on to long, nothing is working, no medication is working either, nothing. I go on Y!A and talk about this, and I get people saying "toughen up loser, you have a good life, your lucky" and "you should commit suicide, jesus would hate you because you give up so easily" I'm christian btw. Why, even when I ask for help, I get dIck heads saying that to me? why? So what do I do now? it's horrible, feeling like this. Thinking my friends hate me , thinking the public and family hates me. It's ****. Bad. They said I get at least 1,000 thoughts in an hour, 90% of them on negative things. So what do I do? I'm thinking suicide is the best option. If anyone is going to say I should toughen up or say some damn rude thing like you're weak or an idiot, say it. I will commit suicide. Just say it, one person and I will do it. I'm serious.

Why is Syria's Assad such a vicious butcher of his own people?

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Will you read my poem, s' il vous plait?

I love this. The story telling and sad nature yet they danced, it is what life is tragic for so many but to dance is to turn the tragedy into a beautiful melody. I want some of the Rakee!

POLL: describe your favorite people on Y!A?

For me: Beginner troll is the best (possibly the only, besides me) Palestinian troll in the world. jack sparrow Omar is obviously in love with Winona Ryder he talks alot about being naked which kinda freaks. Me out. Edward and Sirius are hilarious . Cassie is always negative. Rami and Lila are too Arab. Lesh lesh is a f@g but still awesome, ZZZZtroll is epic! The chair wizard is Australian lol Justin Bieber is a. Terrorist, that name speaks for itself

I need a poem translated into French without using Google. A native French speaker preferably. Merci.?

Bois du vin . C'est la vie �ternelle . Tout ce que te donnera la jeunesse c'est ceci . C'est la saison du vin, des roses, et des amis enivr�s . Sois heureux de ce moment . Ce moment est ta vie .